September 30
Those
of you, who have been reading my blog regularly, may have noticed that
I've stopped blogging for a bit. The reason is that I've been
wrestling with where my life is heading.
Shortly
after I graduated from college, I decided that I wanted to make a
difference in this world. so, I moved to Baltimore, into the city, to
be involved with programs for helping the economically disadvantaged.
In the passing years, I've been held up at gun point. And I've been ripped-off by people that I'm trying to help.
If
I had made some kind of impact in my neighborhood, I may be willing to
say that it's all worth it. However, day in and day out, nothing seems
to change.
Not
only have I not made an impact in my neighborhood, I'm beginning to see
it impact me. I'm less patient with those I'm helping and more
distrustful of anything they say.
There's been days in which I started to think that they deserved to be where they are.
So, I held up the mirror and wrote the following.
I mourn the passing of my youth
As it gasps for the last breath
Of its quixotic dream.
No single self-evident truth
Survived this untimely death,
Without a trace downstream.
The promises of tomorrow
No longer have their allure
No longer fuel my hope.
Broken lives, broken hearts, and sorrow
A field of dreams with manure
Made me this misanthrope.
September 14
Some one posted the following in one of the Christian discussion forums:
The
Son of Sam killer (David Berkowitz) supposedly became saved in prison
and has been exhibiting very good behavior. It is entirely possible
that ol' Dave Berkowitz may join us in heaven with the Father, while
his victims rot in hell. Unfair?
The person, who posted the above, answered it with:
yeah, a little.. unjust? no. Why? Because God can do whatever he wants. He's God.
I
was not happy with this answer. It leaves the reader with the
impression that God is not fair and that the only reason that God is
just is because He makes up the rules and He can bend the rules anyway
He likes to accommodate His whim.
This
perspective runs counter to the Christian faith. The Christian
doctrine is emphatic about the absolutism of God's standard.
The absolutism of God's standard is why there is the necessity of grace.
It
is wrong to sin and the penalty of sin is death. But all of us sin.
Because God loves us and doesn't want us to perish, He can either change
His mind and say, it is no longer wrong to sin (change His standard) or
He can give forgiveness to whoever sins and accepts His forgiveness
(absolutism of His standard and grace).
God
chose to maintain the absolutism of His standard and dispense grace by
sending His Son, Jesus the Christ, to die, in our stead, for our sin.
So, how can God saving Berkowitz while condemning his victims (who did not accept God's forgivenes) be fair?
Jesus
answered the question of fairness in the "Parable of the Workers in the
Vineyard" (Mathew 20:1-15) in which the landowner goes out and hires
workers with the promise to pay a denarius for the day. He hired
workers at the beginning of the day and continues to hire workers
throughout the day. At the end of the day, everyone was paid a
denarius. When questioned about the fairness of the same wage for a
disparate amount of work, the owner answered:
"Friend,
I am not being unfair to you. Didn't you agree to work for a denarius?
Take your pay and go. I want to give the man who was hired last the
same as I gave you. Don't I have the right to do what I want with my
own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?"
In
the case of the Lord dispensing grace, the agreement is that the Lord
promised forgiveness to anyone who asks. It does not matter if someone
"sinned greater" than others. If the Lord fulfills His promise, He is
both just and fair. If someone is forgiven more than others, the Lord
is being just, fair, and generous.
What would be unfair is if God saves someone who did not repent and/or did not ask for forgiveness.
Do
denominations really make that much of a difference? Within the
Catholic church, there's a wide array of local parishes that worship as
differently as night and day. We can say the same for many of the
Protestant denominations like the United Methodist, Presbyterians,
Baptists, etc.
I have a theory:
The
real distinctions between local parishes/congregations, irregardless of
denomination, is that they can be categorized into one of three
different groups: fundamentalist, evangelical, and charismatic.
Fundamentalists
focus on adhering to the fundamentals of the faith: the inerrancy of the
Bible, Sola Scriptura, the virgin birth of Christ, the doctrine of
substitutionary atonement, the bodily resurrection of Jesus, and the
imminent return of Jesus Christ. Basically, it's yielding to the call
of the Father to pursue holiness.
Evangelicals focus on completing the Great Commission that Jesus commanded the disciples before His ascension.
Charismatics focus on the being moved by the Holy Spirit.
It's really a focus on the call of one of the three God Head.
Of course, no local parish/congregation is completely Fundamentalist or completely Evangelical or completely Charismatic.
It's
more of a spectrum within a triangle in which each corner of the
triangle represents one of the far end of spectrum: Fundamentalist,
Evangelical, and Charismatic. And each local parish/congregation falls
somewhere within the triangle.
A well balanced parish/congregation would fall smack in the middle of the triangle.
It's just a theory. I don't have any Biblical reference to back it up.